:: thE rEasoN iS yOu ::

I HATE YOU!!!!  when you start 2 nagging at me,i always think that you hate me ssoooo mmuucchhh!!!! i start to blame you 4 everything.. i hate you!!! i hate you!!!.. i always do something that you really really dont ever like it.. when i do such things,i feel happy.. i thought that is the best damn thing that i ever do.. i make you cry.. YA ALLAH!!! what had i've done???.. NOW.. i realize that what i've done is wrong... i make you angry with me... i make you cry... i make you feel that i'm not happy what do we have.. i make you think that you are loseerrr... i make you feel like i never glad that i have you.. why should i do that???... why???... you had sacrifice everything include ur own happiness to make me happy.. why don't i appreciate you??... whats wrong with me???... then.. i start to realize that you are everything.. without you.. who am i???... i start to change... i really really want to change.. because.. I LOVE YOU... i really really do.. i want to change my life.. i want to be a good person.. no more bad things can happen in my life.. INSYALLAH... when i in diploma,i still not really change but i try to change.. i still not make you happy n glad that you had me for you.. i still can't change!!!!! i really want to start my new life... with you... now.. when i'm in degree,i have be a matured person... i have change a lot.. what ever that i've done n do is just for you.. i want you to be happy.. happy n glad to have me... whatever that i achieve is everything is you... this is the word that i really really dedicated it for you...

  I'm not a perfect person

There's many things I wish I didn't do

But I continue learning

I never meant to do those things to you

And so I have to say before I go

That I just want you to know

I've found a reason for me

To change who I used to be

A reason to start over new

and the reason is you

I'm sorry that I hurt you

It's something I must live with everyday

And all the pain I put you through

I wish that I could take it all away

And be the one who catches all your tears

Thats why i need you to hear

I've found a reason for me

To change who I used to be

A reason to start over new

and the reason is You

and the reason is You 

AND THE REASON IS YOU... MAMA N ABAH....  T_T